So, I've been asked this week how I feel now that I'm not working. In part, I'm sad to leave the friendships. I think that it took going through this to realize how much the personal aspect of my job means to me. I often overlooked people to "get the project done," and I'm thankful that God has been gracious to reveal it to me. So, that in whatever I do next, I will really treasure those relationships. In the meantime, I will savour all the conversations, lunches, etc. with those that I used to work with.
It's been a little weird this week. Part of me really enjoys being mommy. That is, afterall, what I am first! I am relishing the small things with Ean - shopping for dinner, laughing at the park, seeing him grow in his classes first hand, and celebrating every new word he learns. In a way, I believe this is God's way of giving back what I lost in the first few critical weeks when we were in ICU.
So, we wait to see what comes next for us.
"In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps." Proverbs 16:3
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