Can you imagine how Sarai felt when she found out she was pregnant? I can't. I can't even imagine how foolish she would have felt telling her friends and family. Would they think she's lost it?! I think I would. So, today, I wrestle with God on how foolish I may look to some in my life. I'm hopeful. I'm at peace (more than I've ever been in my life) and there is no other explanation other than Christ. I couldn't make myself feel it or even try to fake it for my loved ones. So, I am excited. I can't imagine what's next for us if He's already done so many amazing things these last few months and especially when I think how far we've come with Ean. I am so thankful for this time with him. He's growing so fast. We went today to visit Mother's Day Out programs and I couldn't help but cry. I'm am so excited for the person he's becomming. Funny, I cried when I saw the little backpacks on the wall and their sleep mats. Man, I'm a mess:) But, a happy one! So, I'm posting this pic of "BE" baby Ean shortly after he came home with his friend Bear who faithfully stayed with him while he was in ICU. 
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